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Mood: Overly Frustrated

Okay I'm sure you've all heard enough about math and blah blah blah I am soo anoying, but this is the last one I shall be writing regarding this subject. Reason being, I finally need to just put out what I am thinking about this pointless (in my opinion) subject once and for all. So, if you wish to, here is my final blurb on math.



If you read this I hope it made some sense. I put it in smaller chunks instead of one big paragraph this time because I actually thought about what I was writing instead of jsut blabbering on about nonsense.


 

 The Boys Like Girls video for Hero/Heroine makes me sick.

Really pointless but... 
while taking a 5 min break from homework...
this made me YAY...


I, as in, me, got a comment from The Medic Droid. Which is kinda a little mind boggling.  
After I stop going on myspace as much, this happens. 
It's like it's trying to bring me back.
And it might be working.
Not sure.
Must get back to homework.
Yays for this.

(Oh and I enjoyed how it was comments 1234, hence why I left the numbers on instead of cropping them out. 1234 = cooler now. Hahah. Weirddd.)

"Cuz I'm a Sceneboy, I know I am"
Lawl.
That song is very addictive. And I think it's time to listen to it again.   

EDIT: I decided to save stretching your friends pages.

 

So I came on here to search for haircuts and set my MSN to busy and somehow am still getting distracted. Youtube links are the enemy. But since the link was from that  dude I added yesterday (yes I broke down *shame*) it's okay. So because I was on youtube anyways I looked up that music video I wanted to and voila. What I am now addicted to. 




Kinda reminds me of Rocky Horror. Prob the giant lips (creeepy). 
Also got a bit of Gee makeup action...sorta.


Now off to maybe get something accomplished. Hahah, yah right.

Okay so I am going to attempt posting pics and who knows how big they are going to turn out. I don't feel like resizing se we must hope. Hmm. Maybe I shall post a trial pic. 

EDIT: the sizing is A-OK. And now i must deicde how many pics I want to add...hmm......

 
Not for the faint at heart (allthough for those about to rock, I salute you (hahah random)).
May cause computers to crash and/or spontaneously combust and/or catapult a baby.
You have been warned. (Yes I know this warning is after the pics. It is merely here for legal reasons in case these pictures cause stroke, heart attack, heart burn, diarreah, seizure, fangirling, ranting, heavy breathing, loud sighs, or cold feet.) 

I have news regarding MCR!!! (note: this might be news already known to you therefore making me sound liek a foolish fool and I apologize for getting your hopes up for nothing, allthough by saying this I make this news appear to me far my extravagent than it is. Because it is actually not all that exciting. I have gone and ruined everything now. Sorry.)but anyways...
So now their (MCR's in case you've forgotten whom I am speakig of due to my ramblings) guest at the ocnert is The Bled which some people might already know and now think I am dumb. But whatever. I thought it was new. Also, Gerard is gonna be on the buzz on Freq107.1 on Tuesday to talk to the dude (I think they said at 7, but I am not 100% on that. Research must be done.). So I am assuming they mean this Tuesday and not next Tuesday but there is a chance it is next Tuesday and I am giving you jumbled info. (Once again, research must be done.). But yes. He is going to be on there on a Tuesday as far as I know. Wootwoot. The info. regarding The Bled is legit though and not messed up. 
I am both looking forward to and dreading May 5th. Don't ask.
I haven't posted in a long time. Sorry about that (as if anyone cares).
Good luck wiht your thing tonight Maccom.
E, I need a certain link that is written on your eraser because it is just that darn awesome. 
My backlane research is making me sad. Allthough my neighbours did have a big fight which made me feel uncomfortable.
Rain makes my hair frizzish.
There is a nice breeze outside. 
I feel the need to draw my dragon...I plan on failing miserably but feel an attempt is necessary to help me get over "that stupid purple/blue/green feathery thing that cannot be called a dragon".
Good day to you all. 
Indeed.

A meme because I haven't done one in a while:


EDIT: So apparantly MCR is shooting a new video this Saturday>Anyone wanna fly down to LA with me to chekc it out??
If only it were that easy. 
Now I am oober curious as to which video this is. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG*wont get hopes up*OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

ANOTHER EDIT: for those of you who want to hear it, the rumour is that the new video is for teenagers. and...................................................THEY ADDED MROE BANDS TO VFEST. HELLZ YAH. MUST LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC LATER. WELL I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE IN A WHILE SO YOU GUYS MIGHT ALREADY KNOW ABOUT THE ADDED BANDS BUT WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG awesome hair. Watched the Leno thing (btw we can watch the whole 5 minutes of it in it's glory at my bday party) and they all have awesome hair. Like OMFG. It was too pretty to describe. But I gotta go. Just really had to tell someone about the spiff.

Relatively uneventful week. Boring weekend to look forwards to. Allthough I do have stuff to do, it isn't stuff that I would call fun. But for now I am sitting here on the computer eating Doritoes and listening to my coke fizz. This is one of those good moments that are very chill and pleasant when everything is calm and you are zen. *meditates*

pssssst: I posted on DA after who knows how long. Omg. 

pssssssssssst: I ll keep you my dirty little secret. Lol. Couldn't resist with the pssst 's and all.

BASICALLY A POINTLESS ENTRY WOOHOO

MCR is coming to Winnipeg. This is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome!!!!!!! And I think it is too good to be true. And. It kinda defeats the purpose of Vancouvert allthough that will still be awesome times so whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

My day has been made. 

Not only because of plane issues being resolved or me finally finding a pair of reasonably priced (sale priced) prom shoes, but also because of my 

Super Hallway Adventure Of Aloneness

So the adventure begins with me sitting in the library, alone, wondering what the hell I am supposed to do egarding getting to Rita street with all the issues going on with that electrical pole. So I decide to go to my locker (it's about 2:18ish) and get my stuff. So anyways, I get to the top f the stairs where my locker is and I see this girl sitting on the floor reading and then walking down the hall towards me is one of the particular dudes we always used to past all the time last semester. Lol. So I was thinking that it was pretty awesome cause now that we walk down new hallways it isn't nearly as amusing as before.  Then I got to my locker and get my stuff and head for the portables. I reach the doorway, like right outside the GP room / library, and go to turn the corner and guess who whips around the corner like a madman. Lol. Ok. Maybe not like a madman but still walking briskly. I will give you a hint... red stripes. So me, being an idiot (this was unintentional btw) decide that instead of using the door on the right, I want to use the one on the left, therefore going through it at the same time as him. So somehow, unplanned, unexpected, and with noone to laugh with, I ran into a certain person in a completely empty hallway. WTF. So that's my sotry and I probably sound like a creep telling it but I mean it to be a humourous story and not creepy or anything. 

Go empty hallways and pure luck. 

I made a Ray and Bob icon and actually put them on LJ to deter any sort of fangirl-like behavior. Woo. It's a step in the good direction.

I finally watched Snakes On A Plane and I liked it!!!!! I want to watch it again. It was not nearly as bad as I expected and, I can't beleive I am saying this, ... I thought it was a really good movie. EGADS. Like I quite enjoyed the whole thing and all the memorable quotes. Allthough it did not help my dislike or aircraft. To be honest I almost turned it off at the start when turbulance began. See I'm not really scared of flying, it just makes me uncomfortable. Like when you take cough syrup and it tastes bad but your not really afraid of it. Yah, sorta like that. Anyways, watch it. (but if you don't like it don't blame me)

School tomrrow. Sorry to rain on everyones parade (hahah Black Parade *hits self for making a fangirlish comment*) but it is. Kinda looking forward ot a new semester and kinda not. Like computers for instance. It will prob be good times cause of the people in the class but then I have never had Desatel (spelling prob wrong) before so that should be interesting. From what I hear the class was kinda boring but I guess it's what you make of it though. And also, i heard this from a source that apparantly didn't really do the work. So that might effect things too. Anyone else have a spare first thing tomorrow morning? Other than Maccom? Am I going to be a loner? Well I guess I will have Devin to hang out with if he is also a loner. Lol. 

Parting words...

- Hope your computer is fixed Maccom.

- I am almost addicted to Oblivion, therefore it is probably a good thing that school is starting up again.

- I like to eat, eat, eat, apples and banana's. WTF is that from and why is it stuck in my head. Like seriously WTF.

I officially wasted an entire day. I feel oober lazy and bored and like  I have just wasted a vital part of my life. Nooo. But I did make it to M in the yellow pages. Go me. I also set some goals for myself starting on Monday. Lol. But right now I must fix my myspace because apparantly it is messed up and people still can't add me. Allthough I never go on there I feel like I should at least be curteous to others who do and actually want to add me. 

Curling tomorrow and I haven't been in 2 weeks. I am going to be nice and rusty so hopefully the other team a) shows up and b) aren't too hard. Gotta clean my room later or tomorrow. I also want to draw something abstract. I don't know why but I do, so I'll wait and see if the sketch book gets picked up later. 

Still haven't watched snakes on a plane but hope to do so soon. BTW I just went online and Sherrisse isn't on so I hope that someone got a hold of her at some point today. Anyways, pretty pointless journal just talking about stuff in general.

Semi-looking forward to new term.
I want cinnimon hearts.
Soo much lazyness yet soo much energy. 

I didn't get my Key Lime Pie... but I did get some very tasty noodles. 

Hope I didn't miss too much in chem allthough I am sure I probably missed something. I also hope that the end-of-the-day-hallway-adventure was successful. My ortho appointment lasted all of 5 minutes today. Kinda seems like a waste. Sadly, I will be keeping my retatiner on for 24 hours a day until at least May 16th, when she will probably tell me hte same thing again. Oh well, that's 4 months away. May just keeps getting better and better. (I am being sarcastis just so you know. It is hard to make sarcasm on LJ). 

I want to work on my icon series but my brother needs the computer so that will have to be postponed until later.

I can't wait till tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

I still need a red bandana.

I am actually very much at peace with the world today. Nothing is really pissing me off too bad (other than the rap music playing in the cafeteria the whole time I was there this afternoon for my spare) and overall I am at equilibrium. Lol. The only thing that is ruining my day is the fact I have to talk to my bio teacher and I know she is going to be pisssed off at me tomorrow. Oh joy. But, maybe the test will be in the monring instead of third calss, in which case I needn't worry at all. And, then I don';t miss anythign but notes. Yay. I kinda think that she might have the test first class so she can move on during third and since we a re correcting the review tomorrow  the odds are slightly shifted into my favor. Maybe I will be lucky and that will be awesome. 

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!exclamation marks for no apparant reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

So last night I arrived home and my parents were still out and so I decided to watch some Spongebob with Devin. So after a couple episodes I could barely stay awake and decided I wanted to head off to bed. So I got ready and headed upstairs and went to bed and like 10 minutes later my brother came upstairs and all was good. So of course my parents arrive at this time and I was really not in the mood to talk to them. See I was mad about them not calling me after they said they would, basically leaving me stranded at heathers unless I could get my own ride home (thank you E btw) and I was also kinda hoping that grad pics would not be mentioned. So being the genius that I am I decided to pretend to be asleep. My mom walked in and was like talking but hten realized I was sleeping and was about to leave when Devin told her I had just gone to bed, etc. But hse was convinced I was sleeping. Lol. Success. Then Devin hit me a few times and I did the old "ugh, I am trying to sleep here" (in a sleepy voice) thing. So my mom starts talking all about stuff and asking me a zilion questions and I say that I am going to sleep and finally she leaves. Lol. There is a point ot this story, just wait for it. So then right outside my door Devin starts telling my mom that he thinks I was freaking drinking cause I went to bed as soon as I got home. Turns out he was just saying this as a joke and becasue he was jealous of my mad fake-sleeping skills. So my gets all concerned and shit and I am just lying htere trying to keep it together. Then this morning I come downstairs to shower and my mom starts asking how I am feeling, what I bought, what we did last night, all in like hte same breath. Then my dad starts in with the I hear you went straight to bed last night (why must my mom tell my dad everything she hears. sooo annoying). At this point I dod not want to deal with them and tell them to wake me up before they leave for breakfast. Lol. I cannot beleive that they thought Devin was tellign the truth. I also can't beleive that they are so freaking suspicous of me. Arg. Then when they call me downstairs when they leave my mom starts in with the grad pictures thing and how we must pic them as soon as she gets home. Whats the fricken rush. Now I have them picked and she liked all the ones I hated and I liekd all the ones she hated so we got one of the ones I liked and one she liked. I have a feeling that this likeing of opposite stuff is going to cause problems between me and her later on in life. Which is kinda funny but kinda not. 

I have no paragraphs. Lol. Sorry about that. I needed to rant about shit and now I feel much better. 

Yay my parents are gone and then I won't see them until tomorrow, well I will see them for five minutes later on and then I guess for a bit before I go to bed...

happy slighty > hate

Last day of break and how am I spending it? On here writing an LJ. Lol. I really really don't want to go back to school. I would much rather spend my time doing other stuff, and have another two weeks off. But alas, all good things come to and end...or do they. Lol. I kinda hope they do / they don't. Mega brain wave here but I am too lazy to write it down. 

I forget what I came on here to write.

My basement is full of dudes watching wresting. I want food but it is downstairs.
I think we should all go on a downtown shopping trip on Friday or Saturday. Lol. It would be fun. Just an idea to think about and make the week more bearable.
I fail at scissors and tape. 
Happy and hate are currently at equilibrium.

You know it's sad when... all of your LJ icons change at once. Lol. Seriously, I think that I have 3 pics left that I used to have before I went on my icon rampage. To add to the sadness, I still have icons I didn't have room for which are being reserved for MSN only. Now I know why people get teh paid accounts. Lol. Congrats to baka on getting this btw. Lol. 

I really don't want school, I could just spend another 2 weeks on break. School is going to cut into my MCR time, and that will majorly suck, so yes, down with the establishment. 

I had a real reason to post... Oh yes, to use my new icons...but I can only use one at a time so, I guess I will have to post more once school starts cause usually thats when my LJ-ing stops. 

I must look up text so, so long and goodnight. 

"Cathy, Uncle Jack's daughter." Lmao. WTF. 
Happy = Hate (still)
Progress has been made in stuff but not in other stuff

OK I haven't had a good rant in a while so I think I am going to have a mini rant. 

I hate the internet soooooooooooo much. As some of you might know I have completely given up on google and refuse to use it. This is fine cause I find google annoying anyways btu I still go on site that I know. This sites are also day ruiners. I won't go on and rant about the whole story, but overall I think that I should just never read anything ever and live in ignorance because ignorance is bliss. 

That was a weak rant. But I can expand it by saying jealousy is a bitch. See you might think you know what I am referring to (marraige) but thats not what I am referring to. Lol. I am referring to just jealousy in general, and jealousy for like no apparant reason. For example, I am jealous of someone right now in the world somewhere because they are on mount everest. Or I am jealous of someone because they are going to a concert, movie, any place really,  that I am not. Lol. See these random dumb things are stupid. 

I also can rant about wanting time to move forawrd (well obviously you can stop time, but like move a bit faster) but also wanting time to stand still. I want it to move forward cause there isn't anything really interesting to look forward to right now. I also want time to stop because I am going to university next year but have absolutely no clue what I want to do with my life. Like I don't even know if I want to go into science, arts, or whatever the other choices are. I have absolutely no clue whatsoever. If only someone could travel into the future for me and tell me what to do and what not to do. I am also not looking forawrd to prom cause yah, I dunno, I ma just currently not interested in the whole idea of dressing up and dancing and graduating.

This turned into a large rant istead of a mini rant. Woah. That was weird. So I am too lazy to go back and read what I wrote so if it makes sense or not I don't really know. Lol.

I am bored. 
My brain hurts.
Ray is hard to draw.
After my second Gerard I can draw another Mikey. Woohoo. I can't wait to shade the makeup and hair and *dies*.
Lol.

I knew that if I actually got to sleep weird dreams would come...and they did. Lol. In particular a partially MCR related dream. So me and E are in this bio classroom sitting at a table at the back and at a table at the front is sitting MCR. (well at least frank, gerard and mikey, but i think ray and bob were there too). so the teacher decides it's time for a new seating plan and both me and e are happy, thiking we can sit with mikey and frank since we haven't yet. So we stand up and Mikey stands up and ya, we are ready to move. So then the teacher says nevermind, we'll make on tomorrow. So me and e sit back down and Mikey starts walking to the front of the room cause I guess he never heard what the teacher said. Then when she questions him why he is standing he (wearing very tight pants might i add) makes up this ie that he doesn't want to sit with gerard anymore. Then keeps making up lies until he says he had to go get something nad leaves. Now this is where the dream gets weird. So he returns carrying something and apparantly it's a naked cucumber (it looks like a demented cucumber with paper crudely wrapped around one end of it). The n he tells frank to play along and tell the teacher this is a pib. And frank thinks this is weird so he says no, then mikey replies saying that Frank can call it whatever he wants as long as it rhymes with "mel gibson". The nmikey walks up to a microphone and tells the teacher he found what he was looking for, a smib (see it rhymes with mel gibson) and he gets a bunch of weird looks before he sits down finally. At this point I am very tempted to yell out that smibs are awesome but it is too late. Lol. So the dream continues wth ghosts, me sitting on the other side of the wall (in a place where it's fall) so I can't see mikey anymore, late homework assignments in bio, and me swearing under my breath at the teacher. Basically that's the dream summed up and tied with a pretty little bow. I told you it was messed up. I don't actually know if this makes sense but to me it does. I also think I know why there were ghosts (from the video ghost of you) and late homework (e's zellers story), and walls (just to annoy the hell outta me) but there is no explainatin I can think of for the "it must rhyme with mel gibson" or the naked cucumber thing, or the making up of words such as smib and pib. Hahah.

Last night I spent 4 hours making screencaps from one DVD. I now have just over a hundred screencaps. Wootwoot. 
Now I must change my display pic constantly. 
Shopping yesterday was fun. Saw lots of ppl we knew there (such as Steph. Lol.I didn't forget you. Hahah.) And I really want that t-shirt now.
I was writing a journal...but now I'm distracted so uhhhh.
FANART, has been started. 
There now everythign is back on topic. Allthough this has got to be the worst journal ever. 
I remember the point of the journal now. It is to..............
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................................................wish everyone .............................
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.......a HAPPY NEW YEAR
well that was fun for like 5 whole seconds. 
Bye dudes. Lol. Dude that so like rhymes with tube. Woahhh.

I have a fetish for guys who iron red t-shirts and straighten their hair.

THIS ICON IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWSOME.
THANKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUU
*dies*

Yestrday evening was quite interesting.
I was at the coffee stand in the mall buying coffee (I think someone baka and quack know works there cause I swear I have met them. Possibly Tina?) and Devin was standing a little ways behind me waiting. Which reminds me, he owes me a dollar. So anyways a tussel breaks out and the people at teh coffee shop start calling for security on the phone and I look and see Devin just standing right beside the fight. So I am trying to decide if I call out and tell him to get the hell outta the way or just stand there and not draw attention to myself since he's smart enough to move. Well after a while he finally moved and these people in a fight ( I think it was about races) are in each others faces saying "shoot me" over and over again. This is like 6 feet away from me btw. So a girlfriend of someone breaks it up then it starts again and then finally the pople wak away. I didnt realize how scary it was until after cause at the time I was just kinda there. Lol. So as we left security was running to the place but it was over and everyone who had been staring just walked off and it was as if nothing had ever happened. Which kinda blows my mind but ya...

So then at home I am watching a repeat of the best music videos countdown ever and I am watching from 3 to 1 since I missed the rest of the show. Fist my mom has comments about 3 Days Grace (who are awsome) then comments about MCR ( who are awsomer) and even comments on 30 Sec (who are awsomerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr). Like the comments weren't bad or anything, juts for an example she is saying they look greasy, or that 30 Sec are goth... then emo.... then a mix.... then just plain scary. Lol. It didnt really bother me too much I just found it funny how she has such a diff taste in music than me. And apparantly....what guys are attractive cause according to her all the ppl in those bands were not attractive. Lol. Whatever though. I got lotsa homework...mostly bio shit... so ya, I should be off to do that some more. Later.

Well well well. I am excited for Christmas and the break but then I am also not. Once next semester starts I have to actually start thinking about *gulp* my future. duhduhduhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. But enough about that. CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Maccoms shall be good fun. I will make sure to stay heathy. Oh and BTW. I might have inflatable matresses so if you want me to bring them remind me. Cause this is probably the only time I will remember them. I want that shirt, new pants, and 30 sec CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And who could forget the wonderful glorious hat and shoessssssss. Lol. I must make an icon dedicated to them. Hahah. Usually I am not looking forward to Christmas this much so this is so bizarre. But I must be off to do chem, which, might I add, seems to be driving the teacher insane. Omg I feel so bad now, I just imagined her at home like all frustrated and ranting to someone about how we make her not want to be a teacher. Woah. I feel bad for people way too easily. But I don't feel too bad cause there are lots of ways she culd get us to be quiet but she just doesn't do anything. Like she could kick people out, move people (which would suck majorly), or maybe actually yell not talk in a normal tone. Lol. Whatever. Later gator. (hahah later golden gator :P)

Btw, another new icon. :D

I felt the need to make a new icon today and therefore I must post an Lj. Lol. Rgith now my life is not too exciting. Heres a few thigners about my life recently:

-I have bio homework
-I want to go shopping
-I want to go to the 30sec concert but why is it so gosh-darn expensive. Is it worth it? Will I be abke to get a ticket off ebay cheaper? I really wanna go though. Ahh. 
-I want Christmas but not the break. 
-Tomorrow should be fun but I my parents are psyching me out. 
-Maybe I'll write an entry tomorrow.

Its time for supper an i got to go. Sorry for the short entry. 
Later

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Shiny red ball eh...


I am like a freaking superhero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Duluth, run now cause when Christmas is over, things are gonna change.

Working on the Chem lab and it's not too bad. I haven't got to the questions yet so hopefully they are easy. Only homework this weekend is chem lab, assignment thinger which we basically fnished in class, and studying for the test. yay. I am actually glad I had a test in bio. 

I must paint my nails for tonight, since I am not going all out emo I am just gonna be boring. Lol. Pizza. 

I watched click last night which was funny and god but I didn't like the ending too much. I dunno, it dragged on a bit too far. I also watched failure to launch. Sarah Jessica Parker (I think that's her name) is the worst actress ever. She is like julia stiles bad, and thats pretty bad. I liked the movie though when she wasn't in it. Myabe cause the dudes i nthe movie were all easy-on-the-eyes if you know what I mean in a non-shallow way. I forogt how cool Justin Bartha is. I really wanna watch National Treasure now. Then I watched some Shrek 2 and realized I was tired and had spent several hours on watching movies and it was late. Moviesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

I still haven't got around to makign a new LJ layout but if I finish all my chem today, instead of wasting time on here and such, then tomorrow I should be able too. My mom was talkign about how I want to do my hair for prom and how I have to get a dress soon. That's fricken scary man. I don't know how my hair looks nice. I don't wear dresses. What if it doesnt fit when prom rolls around. What if I don't get into University. I am freaking out about this whole grad thing and have been avoiding it. I think I will conitnue avoiding it for a wee bit longer but eentually I will have to face the music. Hopefully its some rock'n music btw.

Steph I have your hat and will be bringing it to you. Heather I have your CD which you lent me and its awsome. I will be returnign that to you later. 

I feel lazy and want o go running.

Later.

I have been thinking over the past few days and I don't know why but I keep having these intense, deep, makes-me-think kinda thoughts and I figured I should write one down. So yes, no need to read it if you don't want to but I just felt like writing this. 

Have you ever felt bad for someone to the point that you just feel sick. Like at school or something just for an exampel and you see someone sitting all by themselves and then you feel terrible and your mood just drops. Maybe it's just me. But yah. And your like "there's nothing I can do about it" and then after the person / situation is over you realize "wow I just lied to myself. There was plenty I could have done but I was just too selfish and concerned with myself" then you feel bad and move on. See stuff like this happens all the time but not many people actually do anything. I am one of those people and writing this isn't going to make me act next time I feel bad for someone but yes. I am way off topic. Omg. Let me brgin this back to the point on what I was intending this to be about. 

So sometimes people don't stand up for themselves and I get so mad, not at anyone in particular but just mad that this person lets everyone walk all over them all the time. But if you stand up for them you are making it worse because then they get mad at you and say that they can defend themselves but its so obvious that they don't have the balls to do anythign for themself. When this happens all the time it to the smae person it gets so frusrating and its like ahhhhhhhhhhhh. You only live one and you gotta stand up for yourself man.(this "you only live once" thing is a vvery long thought process that I am not writing down)  But I am not going to go on and on about this so yah. I am just gonna drop it now. 

My brain hurts but now it's less cluttered... well a bit less. That gives me an idea for a picture. Hmm. I must draw a quick 5 second sketch.
and BTW this journal isn't about anyone you know. just so everyone knows that and aren't wondering who its about and stuff. 

I am bored. We should all do something. Anyone wanna see a movie.

Maccom I am reminding you to watch X-men 3. Since this reminder is at the end of the lj and you may be asleep by now after reading my shit I will bold the reminder and make it bigger.  
I enlarged it. Lmao. Enlarged is a funny word. 


Me and the lisp are outta here for now.

Stuff I plan on doing:
-bio lab
-post pic of caveman
-email cousin pics
-make a new icon and layout on lj and myspace (and check myspace)
-make icing so i can use food coloring
-run really fast as far as I can cause its fun and if you don't think its fun thats fine but I find it fun
-put songs on ipod sicnethey are downloaded and I have to isten to them on the computer

I am SOO ready for EMO-ness to ensue. I have got everything ready. Meaning I cannot wait until tomorrow. Seriously. It is almost scary how ready I am... the doing of the hair is not fully planned yet though, so that is sad. Another sad thing is the fact that I have too many emo things that I can't wear them all tomorrow or else I will die of heat stroke and lack of oxygen. All this ranting is making me feel more EMO. I am oficially the worst nail painter in the word due to my near-never practiceing. Woo. 

On a more serious note, not that I was joking about everythign I said because I was meerly in a carefree mood and now am in a "take'n care of business mood". Which reminds me of a song...hmmm, what was it called? Take'n Care Of Business maybe. :P LMAO (CLARIFICATION: I do realize that is the song, I was merely being sarcastic. Lol.)

As I was saying, more seriously, I kinda feel bad about the whole emo thing. Cause, they are people too and I realize they all aren't like "slit your wrists" and "I am angsty" but it's kinda funny ... ok just plain funny, to exaggerate the stereotype. So yes. Even though I feel bad I am still gung-ho about to tomorrow and will physically and/or mentally annoy anyone whom does not dress up therefore makig me look like an even bigger loser than I already am. 

And for those who are doubting my "dressing-up" ability, I will tell you this, I am going ALL OUT that's right boys and girls, ALL OUT, so prepare yourself, things might get EMO.